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[20 Aug 2005|12:48pm] |
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hey everyone I haven't really updated...oops as most of you know I moved to utah! it is a ton better for me....well I met a ton of cool people and I like this kid named robby!!!! way cute! and I am so excited for school to start um...grand haven is huge but I have never seen a school were all there sport teams are amazing they are good at everything...it is crazy. I am signing up for gymnastic!!!!! haha....but yea have a good one love and miss you all!
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[30 Jun 2005|09:12am] |
I haven't updated in a while....well for a couple of days I was ungrounded and hung out with Vano a lot during those days and some spring lake boys but I got grounded again. I snuck out and my mom caught me and when I got home all the lights were on and I walked in my house and my mom was like where were you and I was like in the back yard...which I wasn't and so she was giving me this huge lecture of how worried she was. My dad was in Clevland, Ohio at the time for a clinc thing he had for work and then when he got home he asked me what happened and I told him I was in the back yard and he was like bull shit I guess he knew were I was so...that sucks and I'm grounded till after my court date which is July 5th hopefully things go good or else I'll be grounded for longer and I miss my friends...I'm starting to like this one guy! I met him once and we talk on the phone alot he is so cute and I don't know what will happen? hehe! his name is Sean and he goes to spring lake....
Vano I love you and I miss you! can't wait to hang out! :)
Kalie and Jess I miss you girls too!
Love, Jess
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[23 Jun 2005|10:11am] |
my summer has started and it is nice I'm finally ungrounded but i have to be homew at 6:00 which sucks but at least i can hang out right! i need to work on my tan! talk to you later
Love,Jess
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[07 Jun 2005|04:03pm] |
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i wonder why every time you think things are going good in your life and you are loving life, but really everything goes wrong and everything that was good becomes bad i wonder why we do things that we know in the end wont work out and that will just hurt us and get us into trouble. i wonder why life has to be so damn difficult all the time why?
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[07 Jun 2005|07:58am] |
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Worst Day ever was YESTERDAY gosh it sucked so bad I went home during 4th hour. I don't know what to do about this whole thing...I don't like the choices my friend is making and I try and tell her everyday but she just flips out and tells me it's her own choice...which it is but it isn't the right one and I hate hearing from other people how she acts when she does what she does...I wish she would stop doing it so much...I'm sorry for being so mean to you but I just want you to know my reason.
EVERYBODY GOOD LUCK ON EXAMS!
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[05 Jun 2005|12:48pm] |
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well this weekend guess what I did...nothing...lol well I layed out for a little bit on Saturday and Sunday...I love it! lol! I want to get ungrounded so bad. I need to be I'm getting depressed...lol. This is a good way to waste my life being grounded...NOT I'm missing out on alot and I have no idea who my friends are expecially one in particular...we aren't as close as we use to be. I need my friends right now and it is hard to not hang out with them...they help me out on a lot and it sucks. I don't know what I am going to do this summer I am way confused and stressed out. Gosh at this time I'm suppose to be pumped up for school to end and new memories to start for the summer and just being a teenager but I'm not I actually like don't even want school to end (sounds crazy i know) but i am going to miss everyone and it is going to suck not seeing my friends because knowing my parents i doubt i'll be ungrounded...I love how parents change their minds on everything. I seriously don't even know why I am grounded? I guess I can just say that I am way confused and i have a ton on my mind and i just need to get away from everything...
Love, Jess
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[03 Jun 2005|02:06pm] |
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Today was ok I go to the end of 2nd hour. I have a major bad head ache...awww...anyways last night i went to the 7th and 8th grade middle school choir concert, it was good my sister had a duet and she did good...but the concert got boring after a while and the band sucked so...yea. Um...I saw a ton of freshmen there.
Guess what for my finale exam in American Lit I get to make a poster over my research paper...can you say EASY! I think exams will be easy because in business tech all you do it type or whatever and in math my teacher MIGHT let us use our notes which will help me a ton and then in yearbook we don't even have an exam and then in 20th cnt I have a 96 in that class so I wont have to worry and then 5th hour biology I'll get to use my notes and I have good notes and then my 6th hour American Lit. I'm so excited!
Well I want to try out for cheerleading but I can't because I have to go to this youth camp during the time of try outs so...that sucks but Idk maybe I'll do it during basketball season but I hate basketball season so....
Today sucks beacsue I keep hearing people say what they are doing this weekend and it sounds SO fun and I miss hanging out with my friends...I kinda feel gay grrr...but I am hoping I'll be ungrounded before school gets out and that is one week so...oh man i'm excited...that is if I get ungrounded lol!
sorry so long
Love, Jess
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[01 Jun 2005|08:19am] |
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people are sweet...I like how some people blam me for doing something I didn't even do....it's always awesome. Madison I didn't call you orange...so Angie I know your sticking up for your friend and all but stop being gay to me if I didn't even do it.
anyways...being grounded sucks and I feel like I am not even close to any of my close friends anymore...it's weird...I feel like I'm missing out on everything...and I have no idea what is going on because I'm grounded.
Love, Jess
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[31 May 2005|08:25am] |
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So this weekend was GREAT...lol...jk. haha...yep still grounded, i'll have to say the funnest day of this whole weekend was friday after school when Jess Davis gave me a ride home and Vano and Kalie were in the car and we were all really hyper expecially vano haha...the kid you yelled at is in my class right now haha. I'm getting really sick of school and really sick of parents. I would never be saying this but I want to go to court so bad so I can be ungrounded...but i am really scared. noting really new has happened...except I'm really confused...anyways...my research paper is almost finish...well my outline and stuff lol not the actual paper. math sucks right now and i hate it and i don't want to take any of my exams. good luck to everyone on there exams lol!
Love, Jess
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[27 May 2005|08:04am] |
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Yesterday when I got home I talked to my mom about who knows what and then my dad got home and I was like ok I have to talk to him about ungrounding me...well when he got how it was abouot time to take my little sister to gymnastics and I was like i'll go with him so i was like dad can i come with you and he was like yea...so i went with him and i didn't even ask him because we dropped my sister off and then he went to the mall to get my brothers this game holder for there video games and then he got these ugly shoes( you know the clogs with the holes in them) for work and then he asked if I wanted a pair and i was like um no eww....lol and then i was like ok on the ride home i'll ask him but i didn't so i got home and my sister was like do you wanna let me go to the chior concert to my dad and i was like do you wanna unground me and he was like no and i was like what and i was like why not and he was like you know why and i was like well i've been nice to mom and i think you should unground me and he was like keep thinking because it's not going to happen and i was like ok...grrr so when am i going to be ungrounded and he was like when we get your court date and i was like what i thought you said the end of school and he was like i knew you were going to say that and i was like well yea you should keep your word and he was like you should keep yours and i was like what and he was like you know the rules and you didn't follow them so why should i follow mine. grrr...I was really upset. but oh well. I hate hearing everyone talk about there weekend i get really jealous and mad...haha...hopefully my court date will be soon because i really want to be ungrounded....but i don't want to go court.
Today has started out good and hopefully it will end good.
Um...I have nothing really to say except I love my girls and thanks for everything you mean a lot to me...and thanks for having a positive attitude about everything! love ya!
Collard out...
Love, Jess
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hey! well today I had a really bad day...people were just being really gay to me and I am just so stressed out about my grade in math...plus we just toke a test in that class and I did so bad so that made me more stressed out...sorry vano for today I was in a bad mood and I kinda took it out on you ...I love you.
Today I think I might talk to my dad about ungrounding me...I hope he will...I mean it is fine being home and stuff but I'm a teenager and I need to be with my friends. There like a family to me...lol. So if I get ungrounded I'm not sure whats going...hopefully are plans well work out with Lindsey and Rachel this time! lol! love ya girls.
Love, Jess
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[25 May 2005|02:02pm] |
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Hey I am in the library right no with Kalie Marie Davis and Samantha Paria Cook and Kalie is kinda pissed right now because her space bar doesn't work and it smells like sticky feet holy cow theres some freshmen behind me and they are annoying the crap out of me holy cow I think it might be one of there feets gross. Anyways today was an ok day...kinda pissed because everyone was talking about what they were doing this weekend and I'm pissed. I think I am grounded because I was being rude to my mom but I was having a bad day that day and I didn't mean to but...I've been super nice to her lately more then I have in the past so I hope I will stop being rude to her and not get grounded for that reason ever again. Today I am going home and sleeping and then going to youth group...I want to talk to my parents about being ungrounded and telling them how I feel for the first time in a long time I just don't know how to start or where to start...omg someones feet smell...holy cow. Well I am excited for the Birthday Bash I hope I will be able to go. It will be tons of fun.
Love, Jess
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[22 May 2005|08:51pm] |
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my life sucks....i'm grounded till school is over and it is going to suck real bad. I am so stressed over grades and this whole court business grrr...
I hate when your parents don't trust you because when you are telling the truth they think your lying. I hate Grand Haven High School so much, expecially Mr. Hor, I wanna go to Spring Lake!
have a good one
Love, Jess
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[20 May 2005|08:39am] |
Yesterday was tons of fun...after school went to Vano's and then Danny picked us up and we went to his house and hung out and George came over for a little while and he was wearing vano's and mine rain coat (haha) and then he left and it was time for us to leave so Danny got us McDonalds and brought us to my house and Vano worked on her timeline a little bit and then Danny called and was like wanna hang out because I am done eating and I was like no way I don't want to miss the O.C. so Danny was like hey come watch it at my house and Vano can finish her timeline here so Danny came and got us and we watched the O.C. and I'm kinda pissed it was a good one but wth why leave it at Tray getting shot...I mean seriously...grrrr. Then after that we had to leave and we got home and Vano finished up her timeline and we went to sleep.
Today...not really sure what I am doing...I think Vano is coming over and then we are going to hang out with Danny and then a whole bunch of people from spring lake are going to go see a movie tonight and I get to meet Rick haha...then coming home I think afterwards...and then saturday might be going to Michigan Adventures haha....if it is warm and if it works out! super fun;)
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[19 May 2005|08:24am] |
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um...yesterday I went home with Kalie and she made cookies and mash potatoes which were yummy...and my favorite food so it was good, then we watched Opera I love her! haha! then I realized I did my timeline like all wrong so today I am going to fix it and Vano is coming over. Then after Kalie's I went home around 6 and then to youth group.
Today Vano and me are hanging out with Danny and this kid Rick who vano and Kalie want to hook me up with haha so well see. Then after that we are going home around 6 because I want to prepare for the O.C. awww...and then work on our timelines. I am super excited for the O.C. but Marissa gets shot I think which is going to suck because I bet they are going to end the season on Marissa getting shot and I am going to spaz if they do...hopefully not though.
Love, Jess
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[17 May 2005|05:25pm] |
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My parents talked to me on sunday and I think it went good...they say I'm not grounded but I know it is going to be a tuff ungrounded because I have to gain there trust back, and thats going to suck but I guess that's what I get for the choice I made. lol. After school I stayed after and got help for math and I think I get what we are doing a lot better... this week I have some homework mostly huge projects. This weekend I'm not sure what I'm doing...Friday might have Kalie, Vano and Jess spend the night and then I'm not sure really...haha we all what to go to club revolution for teens...that would be fun and we can now sence jdabis can drive! haha....it might not happen though because we never have good plans haha. Well nothing new with me...tomarrow if I can I'm going to hang out with Vano, Danny and some other people or...if that doesn't work out then maybe Kalie and I will finish up our timelines. well g2g
LOve, Jess
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[16 May 2005|08:02pm] |
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[14 May 2005|12:31pm] |
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This weekend sucks! haha...I'm grounded...I was going to go get job applications but I have to wait till after court to see what happens hopefully nothing bad???? Today I am babysitting my brothers for a long time while my parents go to a wedding thingy like an hour away. Yesterday I caught up on my sleep and started working on my time line thing and my research paper...Kinda :/ and then I watched star wars 2 with my mom! haha...my dad came home early from work on Friday and he was being his normal self to me so I think that might be a good sign? haha...hopefully. I hope I get ungrounded next weekend, it really sucks being grounded it feels like your missing out on EVERYTHING but oh well, nothing really new, except I am starting to like this guy more and more and one of his friends told me he kinda likes me but he likes this freshmen girl...grrr. but i g2g ttyl
Love, Jess
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holy cow the OC was really good...it was cute but sad? I can't wait till next Thursday final one!
ok well yesterday in my 2nd hour some one brought up my whole crisis that happened last Saturday and she goes didn't you learn from last summer? Just to let you know that was something totally different and I did learn from it, i have realized that we are all human and we are bound to make mistakes in our life some back big ones and some small, some learn from them and some don't...usually people learn from them. I know I made a mistake but some people are treating this whole situation like I killed someone. so please like I said before stay OUT OF THIS PLEASE! THANKS
Anyways being grounded really sucks....I hope i get ungrounded soon...Vano your luckey that you got out of this...grrr haha...well today my sisters friends are coming over to get ready for a buc blaster so I'm doing my sisters hair for that!
Love, Jess
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[11 May 2005|02:14pm] |
awww. life is so crazy!
today was pretty good day! it went by fast and plus it was a half day but I didn't get to do anything because I'm grounded for a long time. I tried talking to my dad yesterday, that didn't work very good...I just told him sorrry for what I did and then he goes is that all and I was like yea and he goes ok? grrr....oh well I'll just have to take it easy for a while so my parents will trust me...and it is going to take a long time i am thinking. hopefully not.
Love, Jess
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